I'm So Emtionally Tired...

1:03 PM

That was my Facebook status earlier this week, and not much has changed since that update. I'm not sure what it is. I mean, we all go through our emotional moments, but this one feels...different. Usually I can cry it out and bounce back...that's not the case right now. I'm crying every hour on the hour.

Case in point: last night I decided to catch up on Lisa Raye's show on TVOne. She's very extra, but I love it. So I get through the first episode, and I'm good, the second one is ok, but when I got to the third episode, that was all she wrote. I was sitting on the couch crying. Yes, the subject matter was an emotional one, and it's not unusual for me to drop a tear here and there. But I was full out sobbing about something that had absolutely NOTHING to do with me.

When I was done catching up, I switched to the ridiculously stupid show Love That Girl. I knew I wouldn't cry while watching that show. Yeah, well, I thought wrong. Not five minutes into the show I was crying while the studio audience was falling out of their seats from laughter.

And then yesterday while watching an emotional episode of Oprah...well, let's just say, if this thing doesn't pass by Monday, I might not be able to watch her final show.

But here is the thing: I'm not sad. I've watched a few people I know go through some tough times this past week, and I might have picked up on their emotions but, my life is ok. Is it perfect? No, but it never has been. And nothing is going on in my life that's worth crying about. *knock on wood*


I don't know what this is. But what I do know is this: I can't keep crying because the sky isn't purple and instead is blue.<<<< translation: I can't cry just because things aren't the way I'd like them to be.

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