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I'm Not Ready!

12:49 PM

I thought I was going to start dating this year, but as days continue to pass, and I meet different men, I'm starting to realize that I don't want to date right now. There are a couple of reasons, the main one being I'm not ready, I'm not ready for the meeting process. I meet men and I just...want to walk away. I hate the getting to know you part of dating. Why can't it just happen? 

I implemented a rule at a very young age which was I will NOT date a friend. But, that might not be realistic, because anyone I date will have to be my friend first. I guess I'll just have to go into the situation knowing that we're friends, we'll probably date, and if we don't work out the friendship might end along with the relationship. I'm going to have to find a way to accept this. But I don't want to. 


Dating really is the pits, this shouldn't be so hard! Where is the knight in shinning armor that's in the Disney movies? Where is the chance meeting, instant chemistry, where is the love that just sort of sneaks up on you? Wait...that last part already happened and that shit left me feeling weird. So no sneaky love, but I just...I'm not...yet ready for any of this.

Oh! Can we talk about the fact that Valentines Day is around the corner? Forget it, I don't want to talk about it. 

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