1:07 AM

I just read through a lot of my old Facebook status updates and I realized that I've been at my job for five months. It's been a long five months too. But this is amazing to me because I figured it had only been three months, but that's because I blocked out the first few months of work. It hasn't been easy, and truth be told, I've been through more than the average person can probably stand. I've learned a lot about my strength, and my weaknesses, and I've learned how to deal with certain people. Just when we think we've seen it all God shows us that we haven't seen the half of it. Although I feel myself moving away from my job, and I know that I will be blessed with another one very soon, I am grateful for my job, because there are people out there that wish they could say that they get up for work every morning or every other morning. I've embarked on a journey recently and it seems to be moving in the right direction. I've hit road blocks, and I've jumped over, and walked around them and kept moving. I'm proud of my progress, and I'm excited about the possibilities that seem to be around the corner. I'm blessed and I know this, I'm thankful and I'm ok, I'm not alone and it feels amazing, and I have the love and support of people who have always been there, and that is just...there are no words. 

I now know why my life has been going up and dipping down only to go back up again. I've been tested these past few months, because not long ago I had a talk with God and I said, "I can't do this anymore. I don't have it in me to do this. You are putting way too much on me right now, and I don't know how I'll overcome it, I don't know if I'll succeed." This is where most people would say that God spoke to them, but he didn't speak to me, he showed me. I am stronger than I give myself credit for, I can handle anything, and even when I fall, I will always get right back up and keep it moving. It won't be easy, but it is necessary.

So my revelation is: If I want it, I can have it, if I believe in it, it will come, and as long as I keep working for it, it will be mine.

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