Cleaning,Friendships,and Random Thoughts

9:53 PM

My week has just started and I'm ready for it to end. According to my mom, my great grandmother used to basically say that by rushing your day or week or month or...whatever, you are rushing your life. I'd rather not do that, I can't believe that we are almost done with 2010. Didn't we just ring in the new year last week? Work has been...I mean I have a job. See, I always try to find a positive in a pool full of negative<----that made sense.

I write some of the most amazing things in my head. I literally wrote two blog posts in my head while I was driving last week, but then when I finally stopped and had the chance to pull out a pen and my notebook...my thoughts were gone. I also tend to write down great ideas and then read them back to myself later on and ask myself, what in the hell is this? I don't know why this happens to me, it just does.

Ummmm...this blog was supposed to be about...I don't know what it was supposed to be about, I just had this urge to write so I'm writing.

The other day I decided that I was going to clean out my purse but I didn't do it, and then I decided that I was going to clean my room, but I didn't, and then I decided that I was going to clean out my life, and I didn't. Later, while I was trying to find something in my messy purse, and trying to find something in my messy room, I started thinking about my friendship closet. It's a mess. I have people in that closet that are out of style, not my color, don't fit anymore, and just don't fit my personality, but I haven't thrown them out. Why? Because I don't want to lose anything. Plus, I have a problem with throwing things away, I like to keep everything. My momma always told me to clean my room or else I'd never be able to find anything. However, every time I cleaned my room, I lost something. I moved things to places and forgot where I put them, I threw things away that I didn't mean to throw away, and sometimes I'd forget to throw things away and would store them away until the next time I decided to clean. I do the same thing with people, I try to clean them out of my life, and sometimes I clean all of them out of my life, sometimes I place them out of my sight and forget about them, and then there are those that I forget to throw away. Those are the ones that come back to bite me in the ass later on. My point is, I have some cleaning to do, there are just too many people in my life standing around doing nothing but taking up space in my life.

Oh,and in other news, VH1 decided to do a list for VH1 100 Greatest Artists Of All Time and they completely dropped the ball. Now I want to know who is going to pick up that ball. BET, MTV, TVOne? This is a real question. 

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