Random Thoughts You May Not Understand

12:59 AM

I have a strong dislike for feet. I seriously can't stand a person's feet being on me or near me and I don't like for people to touch my feet.If it's not a baby's feet or Kennedi's (my seven year old niece)feet,I can't have them touching me. I'm not really sure why that is but it has always bothered me.

Male strippers are gross to me. This thought has been running in a circle in my head for a few days now. I don't know why, I just know that when that happens I have to write it down or it will stick with me. Back to the male strippers, I just can't with them. There is something about a man in a thong(that is not my man)putting his balls in my face and shaking his ass in my direction that just...well let's just say that it doesn't sit well with me. So you won't be seeing me at a male strip club...EVER!

I'm not grossed out by female strippers, however I don't want to watch them shake their asses either. I do however know that I would sit and watch a woman slide down a pole, and drop into splits before I allowed a man to gyrate in front of me, near me, or just in my general direction period.

I will not date a man with a child or several children...look out for a post about why, coming soon.

I still miss him...if you're wondering who he is,look around on my blog there are several posts that talk about him.

I'm not dating any man until 2011, and the next guy that I date will be from New York. I'm just not crazy about guys from Los Angeles, this means I should really be thinking about moving away from here.

There are certain feelings and emotions that I have yet to tap into. This bothers me, because I know that I need to face the good, the bad, and the not so pretty but I don't know where to start. (insert sad face here)

I am not where I want to be. And although I know that everyday is just a step closer to reaching all of the goals that I have set for myself, I still wonder why it's taking so long to get THERE.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe I've set too many goals for myself, or if maybe they aren't all obtainable. I know that I shouldn't think this way because I am then putting myself in a box and questioning my own greatness, but some things just can't be avoided.

I wonder what tomorrow holds, but I still like the element of surprise.

The kids on If You Really Knew Me make me want to change my career choice and work with them. I just want to hug them, give them my phone number, and say I'll be your friend.

I love Teen Mom, but I really want to punch Farrah(just like her mom did),Caitlin and Tyler are starting to get on my damn nerves, Amber and Gary should just break up, and Maci...well I like Maci so there is nothing for me to say about her.

Ummmm...I think that's it for now,I seem to be all out of thoughts for now.


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